Growth

So I found an old blog of mine a while back:

http://madmonk3030.xanga.com/

It's odd, in some ways I wish I could get back to some of those feelings, when I made a higher priority of reading God's Word and prayer. When I had a more devotional outlook, but at the same time, I can't help but think I'm better off now. I mean, I know my relationship with God leaves a lot to be desired, and there are a number of decisions that I've made in the last year or so that I regret, I know too that I'm back on track. And when I'm done, I'll be in even better shape than before, my sins and my mistakes have taught me lessons I wouldn't have learned otherwise, and I really don't think I would want to trade that for anything. I really do look forward to meeting the man I am growing to be, and I want to make the best decisions now to make his arrival as speedy as possible.